Lost in thoughts …

I would need thought machine expressing my ideas and thoughts in realtime as they occur, much is lost in thoughts while filtering out through my fingers typing. With only 10 fingers and limited typing speed, only so much can be written while surrounding continuous feedback changes the state of my mind which affects the thoughts that I hold destroying them till I recall them back by reminding the things that could have triggered.
There is a difference between concept and an actual implementation. A working implementation just works, and concept just exists as an idea, with the attitude of which I call it mere. However, someone else can continue it. Working implementation requires document which would spare the time to understand how it would work, if observer would require such an amount of time, which is normally the case.

As we see on the entire globe, with time, humans have discovered and invented new things from their perspective and in practice happening. In our thoughts, it is new and with much possibility have not happened before. In space of all species, all species have discovered and acquired senses, organs, abilities, and so on. Modern human doesn’t solely exist by itself, but through its making, and we are changing it everyday, the vessel of our bodies and minds, the place we call house, which exists in a city or in nature, which is fed with supplies of food, water, electricity, internet, people, and exhausts so called waste, much like a giant being, and with earth into account, at every layer of this abstraction, works like a being. Assuming we are what we feel, we participate a place in this structure, much like cell working in our human bodies. Though we have learned to not give in and be self and independent, so called the organism that we exist without worrying about superlayers that exist.
A certain dilemma that exist is how thoughts are really felt and what is their place in this universe. It seems to me that they are fixed property of this universe. A certainty comes is with reasoning in our minds magic can never exists. Everything can be linked and would work, but there are boundaries of a bodily being that appear to exist which are limited by its laws and reality.
Certain things will never happen, even if they seem possible, and since we beings are well learned, not only us, all species ….
mind wanders, and sometimes it feels it is ready to be interfaced with futuristic tools way beyond current normal understanding that exists. Perhaps this text would be read by someone after many many years, or centuries, again, a pattern in electronic memories stored existing without destruction, whose destruction could be so easy, yet impossible,… as long as it exists.

Life never dies, for this earth covered entirely by life, for it pushes harder.

something existing, got influenced by external existing forces, grew a sense of its own,
the link of thoughts, in the space of all thoughts, the feeling of transitioning and progressing, also known: experience of mind. Beings carry on, transform and live on.
Its like I would feel more as I acquire more, and feel less of if is lost layer by layer, into nothingness, but why do I feel! – a multifaceted question!

Does matter have feelings, as we acquire, like electric and magnetic field..
one thing is “grew tired” and the needy “rejuvenation” a thing of describing what is happening in words sticks in thoughts & makes us self aware – itself is powerful as it allows right associations to be made inside the mind!

what is the feeling of sickness? beings have grew to confine & entertain certain kind of feelings in this universe,
what is “what one could never imagine and experience”?

Why do we make associations as soon as they arrive in our mind – because mind is alert and actively processing, is a kind of a mind existing!