The loop

To stay in the country, you need a residence permit, to get it, you need money, to money is to job, and to job is to enslave, and hence to enslave is to exist.

All together leads to singularity, or non-existence. One may assume symmetry, anti-forms, but those are mere speculations of this evolved structure which thinks we call mind.

But consciousness is merely the result of this convoluted fabric of space.
from a single point, a line or a circle can be made, which can have cyclic dependence of one for another, and when one combine its effect in all, it would lead to non-existence (at least backwards in time if there was nothing at beginning of time)

So when the body is damaged, consciousness shrinks to the point where it ceases to exist due to lack of functioning brain activity because of bodily damage which supports the body – the entire structure of a being. but when augmented , it might expand, leading to higher form of surrounding feeling, as if entire universe, all consciousness force is linked, and so does all gravity, electromagnetism, as a giant organism in its own, throughout the space. Hence, the stretch rhythm frequency of people one surrounds with, gets affected by their presence, but so much so, the self’s presence affect surroundings.

From strong energy difference in space, electron-positron (trapped energy in opposite fabric spinning for example,which can be called charges and they attract each other and nullify each others fabric wrinkle perfectly) in space can be created (https://youtu.be/phOsuSKDylw?si=n8_S4VfJUt6NpIq_).

Similarly, creation of energy would have had anti-energy which would annihilate together, but simply, such form of the divide of universe is not found locally. So we have charges (and forces) to play around with in this universe.

perhaps electromagnetic force is tangled with each other strongly, but weakly with other nearby forces, which exist in the universe because of the stretching or expansion (in uncommon terms, i.e. increase in number of fundamental concepts of existence of forces) of universe

or perhaps the universe has a will of its own, with mysterious nature to an observer. The question will always ponder : “how does the self exists?”

Also the question is: those who need it… will they get it?