my peculiar conscious experience in hospital after surgery

one of my peculiar experiences after surgery, couple of years ago

dreams appearing in my conscious vision, unable to sleep, moving with earth’s rotation, as static as plants, dreams consisting of things I have not seen before, some cartoonish avatars, while some depiction of reality, constantly channeling, flowing through my conscious. Perhaps my conscious was syncing to objects with same speed that I have been for few days, just at rest, needn’t go to toilet or eat, my conscious sustained on IV fed pipes and waste taken out by urine which automatically filled, as if muscle was redundant for its existence, although brain has grown alongside with entire physical body.

me feelings small, as if to rotate was a huge effort which I wasn’t able to do after my spinal surgery, I felt small, like my conscious was small and my body was big, but my body is actually thin, and as if my consciousness was limited mostly to my head (or maybe I was just bedridden resting, but everything else was fine functioning all organs), and I was feeling just what input I could see, and rest inside me, body felt bigger
although these were only 3-5 days, and upto 12 days before discharge, first few days when I had barely awakened watching everything from patients bed, entire world felt bigger, as I was not exploring the conscious space, and my brain starting to forget what space feels like, its just a feeling, the space feeling small, even if you went on a jet flying around mountains as fast, you perhaps might feel like its meters apart and you are moving around it, so consciousness has no scale, it makes whatever body its a part of as normal, but governing same feeling and conscious complexity for human body might not be same for other brain-body sized organisms. The information that is fed in mind governs the feelings that the consciousness feels, but how does positive thinking help consciousness, is it just setting the bias in decisions so positive thinking puts a non-destructive bias, or is it beyond physical realm, leading to manifestation through certain forms (or call it other dimensions of space that perhaps consciousness resides in).