I thought I should write down

Currently, by looking the current model of the world, where new ideas are budding with AI, some are left clueless, while others rule with it.
The direction of growth is determined by what survives in society and how long, while people do their usual things which please them, which might not long very last, but they count as their experiences, whether building or playing around with it. Development is happening all the time, and so the moving onto the new ideas, and fading of old ideas getting burried. While new things take life of their own, some lasting very long, while some lasting short. And survival of human-bodily beings depends in this work-existence-reward based society, where giving life to those things is rewarded. I.e. one’s actions from their life give life to those things, the makers of the thing that exists.

The ideas was to keep up services to ask for meaning of equations that people write, because in academia, I have never seen many people understand what they write. They follow the rules, create something complex, incomprehensible, give it for other’s to learn, and then blame them for not being able to by penalizing them through scores, that they created in this system, which governs their future destinies. Or thats why I ended up living wherever I live, because of numbers that were assigned to me. And surprisingly, few key numbers match my social security number, which makes me feel like I was spied on and stuff, but it merely is just co-incidence, well, something doesn’t need to be bothered with.

But understanding the meaning can make those who don’t see the real world, in real way, so they won’t associate equations and variables to abstract journey they take while constructing them, but what it means. But it can have caveats, it doesn’t mean anything, but the structure of itself, unless few more meanings are assigned to what is what, but a learned knowledge-annealed brain knows that and perceives world accordingly, and makes sense of the things naturally. Gives intuition to the mind, something conscious experi driven or experienced as whole structure of something active in brain, which is natural.