journey to another planet

I live in a world (in my mind) where there are no resources, touching nature is prohibited, considered as a alien in a foreign land (where all people on earth have colonized and call it all theirs when it is not really), there nothing much to do, sometimes the only positive thing I can think of now is that I am in space, on a long voyage, all by myself, lonely, wonder how the space travel in future is going to be, there will be nobody around, maybe your computer and all the entertaining videos and AR VR experiences they would have built for me. I will be going to another planet, on my space ship, which I would inherit from the company that I work in because I don’t have any money to afford it, anyways, eventually, I will get into that space ship, and since I have spent almost all my life being myself, learning by myself (although many people taught many and great things), understanding by myself, and learning to learn by myself, I will be quite comfortable to go on a distant long voyage (only if didn’t had to worry about a progeny), where it will be like an expedition, unlike no other, so only then I will be able to travel through and live through it, a unique experience of grandeur, where all the world could have offer, is offered to me next to my seat, everything is recyclable and running in a close loop, I’ll be also taking anti-aging substances which will keep me young for a long long time, I will also be supported by a cyberprogrammed mind which will keep my mind from being numb to the point of unthinking, and I will also be able to realize the magic of this universe, which seemingly maybe works everywhere in this cosmic space,
only to realize the new experience that no other has experienced before, on a journey, because I exist, unfaltered, I would navigate my complex thoughts and emotional plane to keep me steady while learning about whatever I encounter, to make it interesting. A journey, is an experience, and an experience is all there is a life can know of.

or maybe there will be somebody with me..