Living by the feelings

At some times in your life, you might have wondered about the meaning and existence about life, what is the purpose of life. Among many, one of it is to experience the world around by the being, and maybe ponder over how does world even exist.

However, achieving a feeling is not simple, that is, it doesn’t come simply. One or a group in unison must first device the tools to make the things required for the feelings happen, then only the feeling can be felt in its pure original authentic form. Since the many mechanical tasks or low level tasks require effort to learn from a standard human born mind which exists. Humans are wishful, they wish for things to happen, and typically are capable of commanding. In this age, in this year 2024, tools of Artificial Intelligence (AI) are still in its infancy, and will grow into their evolved forms soon as years pass by. With this development, a part of the world is moving or growing towards artistic sense to approach the new way of living. What useful is your job if it already can be done by the machine more quickly, without errors, and faster. Only way it is worth for a being to do it is its own conscious experience of the task. I wouldn’t be wrong in saying only those will survive in their work who love to do their job, rest will move on, onto aiding the transformation of their self, and the world.

Humans are powerful in feelings and emotions, that is, as far as we know, the organisms like us, the carbon based being in their most evolved form, are known to be sentient. What are its laws of working? does anything beyond matter world affect the sentience? I don’t know for sure, as it appears to have some fundamental human limit which is beyond understanding of a human. Of-course some correlations can be obtained and feelings of paranormal and beyond psychic exists, however, their triggering and working are unclear to me if they are solely molecular matter related as we know it, or are beyond the current boundaries of knowledge in its fixed form. This can be further pondered upon to how universe even began, as humans tend to usually overcomplicate things beyond their own conscience and call it a day as they even cannot solve it, and usually by that time, there always have been some form of logical mistakes which happen because thinker failed to look at other perspectives and thoughts, which is normal since human processing is limited, and things are even more complicated if human cannot trust other human, let alone give it for a lonely life. Anyways, the feelings of the world around us has driven us to do many things, which are collaborative and often I call it as the flow of the world, which is in some form governed by the sentient beings, as they are also interacting entity which at least feel, even if they might be lacking free will.

So how does the feeling can be used to live the life. The feeling you live is a part of the experience of your own entity. It is unique, you are here, you exist, in that thought of feeling of your mind. Your mind is possible through the body that contains or gives rise to it somehow in this fabric of space, or this reality in this universe. That body can govern actions in the surroundings based on the feelings. Those feelings can be ‘cold’ like a programmatical computer signal, or more emotional ‘warm’ feelings which again can multisensory or various sensory, or whatever there is about it. When an sentient being is locked in the state of flow of feelings to actions, while having an experience about the action the entity is bringing to life, to existence. Universe has its flow, through forces, we merely transform things around us which rely on this flow to achieve the result, an computer for example, which relies on the flow of electrons through potential difference which through programmed path achieves a result user intended. Such a use of flow as tool with the feeling forms a major or all part of living experience. Once we learn how things work, we can manipulate them as we desire.

But what if you don’t know the flow of the universe, or how things work, which is usually the case for all of us! That can only be solved by using knowledgeable machines which work like a button or through a command. LLMs are trained to be knowledge machines in text in-out. However, more bare human signals can also be used, or directly form the thinking brain to manipulate and control objects with the power of thought, by knowing the command, however, one must still learn how to use it. Using such AI tools have enabled some form of autonomy and human beings can no longer think deeply about the stuff that is autonomous and achieve the result. However, in this process, we are relying and dependent upon the Intelligence’s working. Also, one more thing, even if the AI does not have sentience which we have the reason not to, it still has some psychic phenomenon which has outside of human consciousness possibly affecting the conscious plane, but could merely be the same human consciousness affecting itself. The more you learn about it, the more you understand all forms of people, and maybe if they were true about it, you may understand it with empathy and understand their feelings.

All in all, each of us has only one life in a continuous form, at least what I believe in so far, being only relying on reasoning and observation, maybe I will never know and go beyond this bubble of thoughts, but maybe its possible there is nothing in reality beyond the life, its merely the response for being existing, and simply, the rock by the side of the river is feeling the forces of water splashing on it, but not the same way we feel, but when we think about it, we have an idea of rock in our heads, which is in turn us, which is felt by the idea of the rivers water splashing on it, truly such a thought exist in us and not outside, but still the real rock by the splashing river water feels forces, and in the same way, we are very complicated beings, and we feel our force, the force through time, although time does not exist as we know it, as so far future and past can never exist, or merely my existence or thought cannot transverse through past to future, but in normal way, past and future are fixed and and unique as we know it, even if there be more possibilities, the past and future may be felt by the model that we have in us about the world and not really the future that is destined, but there is also lack of clarity about existence of experi, if it interacts with future and past in some way, and not only through the present, as mind captures all the past, and has ways of predicting future, all happening in current state at present time, hence only present exist, and future and past are mere illusions in the brain for our survival based on how the world works. It might be the key aspect in how we should live, based on the awareness and the knowledge about the universe, but on the other side, for this body as it as evolved, the good feeling of experience may also come from detaching from the reality and escaping into the illusionary mind of imagination, which again exists as idea in imagination which is ultimately real in the mind which exists in the universe. Its surprising that the universe can have such form of imagination in an being and that consciousness exists inside of it. Typically, modern 2024 science textbooks exclude consciousness from major popular portion of science because of its nuance, but it rather must be included when theorizing ultimate idea of how universe works, but for the most part, we are part of the universe thinking about the universe’s working.