Matter flowing to the present, constantly

Its like matter in surrounding space or environment or entire universe wants to be in the present, it flows however it can flow (but ultimately there is only unique direction in which it flows, and that unique direction comes from determinism at micro level, or determining layer underneath, as above layers if have multiple possibilities.

Although what I observe is the waves emanated to my consci, wherever that is, through signals which replicate some form of structure as it is in the real world, the colorless atoms and molecules and smaller and larger stuff, and invisible ( that doesnt interact to consci) stuff that make the world.

although the reality is that past future doesnot exist, only the state it is in, along with its flow or inertia or momentum like property. perception of time is where consci bends or stretches in 3d, to form 4-D effect of it, and 3D is even resulting from sensory awareness that it has resulted (after evolution ?), but because space itself is 3D. If space was 4D (without time), it might’ve had such a structure. But one can imagine 4D of an object as its sliced 3D parts which all exist in teh same space, one must rewire their brain to forcefully imagine it at first, much like a volumetric embedding turned into 4D embedding. (which usually represented in 1D array, and processed upon).