life, self experience belief

“Grow so big, that one cant relate to others around, so one learns to live alone, life is a breeze as death is not the end,… and pure feeling of being born is felt..” there is no mystery. hmm life is boring.

How people feel when they never experience something (.. family .. who never saw the new places I got to see), their entire belief would surround around their experience.

All actions I do is because it is a part of me through which I initiate. I am what I am because of this body, if I rid of this body I’m different, if I modify my body I’m different.

all you have is when you are born, rest is universe flows grows and ceases, like a seed growing into a plant, but plants seem to live forever in form of trees, this moving being body ages or gets impacted, or there is disruption from ideal flow which ceases its existence.

doesnt feel like much, in a world, I dont get my own food, I do get food after certain, but not from ground, no human ever got it, its produced by plants and animals, we dont even eat sunlight