Dec 26, 2022 · 6 min · Journal personal
PERSONAL: foreigner hardships in Finland, residence permits, moved 5×, 11 dentist visits, student loan, crypto loss ~4k + theft + 500e owed to friend, 3 heartbreaks/10 yrs, came to find a partner more than a PhD, considered EPFL, stomach problems, monk-mode thoughts, "is there even a meaning"
[Note: following text contains personal opinion, not to be taken out of context, without any unfair assumptions, and so on so…. Not sure if I need to include this note as well..] We foreigners are living a difficult life compared …
Dec 24, 2022 · 6 min · Consciousness & mind
ideas arrive faster than typing → thought machine; AI reading directly from biological network; AI/robots as new life flowing through galaxy; "mind is psychic, brain is material"
What are thoughts, how do they exist as them in this universe, in your mind, How do they arrive in the neural network, as two or more ideas form a new idea, an idea that is dissimilar to either of the ideas that led to it. …
Dec 09, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
thinking = mixing existing ideas; research = adding to knowledgebase
(an open Qs) can AI ever think?, what is thinking? “Mathematics of thoughts/ideas” would just be feelings and how they react to form a new concept when passing through a neuron somehow resulting in the feeling of new idea along …
Nov 29, 2022 · 2 min · Consciousness & mind
time travel as restructuring matter; space travel relative; "light and darkness" = observability
Concepts are bending as I progress on active understanding. Things were not they were interpreted in imagination as straightforward, and could be mapped to the absolute reality in some form in which they still be true… For …
Nov 29, 2022 · 1 min · Space, time & physics
state-space trajectories, open vs closed loops
Reversible stuff can be formed again and again. Although, there is stuff that is irreversible. Reversible stuff can itself fall to itself, leading to reversability. Reversible stuff can fall to itself by utilizing some …
Nov 20, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
question burst
thoughts… they come and go .. why there is consciousness existing?, maybe for me to think about it, but again, why? and what does it enable in conscious beings, is there anything else, far more stuff consciousness incapable of …
Oct 23, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
being = agent; birth (random prior structure) / life / death
A person, or a being is an conscious entity having feelings and thoughts, processes that govern itself which can be modelled. These relations can be linked and programmed to simulate the reality that we live in. Any being is an …
Jul 31, 2022 · 1 min · Fragments
"I cannot deny the proof of existence, but I can deny beliefs, especially if they are not mine"
“I cannot deny the proof of existence, but I can deny beliefs, especially if they are not mine” self
Jul 29, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
crewed repair mission at L2
James Webb infrared telescope at the Lagrange point already has got the meteor hit. To fix it, we would need to send a repair mission to JWST, capable of spending almost more than a year in space. Crew must be able to sustain …
Jul 26, 2022 · 1 min · Fragments
observer gives meaning?
For a meaningful existence of an entity, if it is seen or observed by an observer?, does it give it meaning?,
Jul 24, 2022 · 2 min · Consciousness & mind
life as linear-scale artefact ns→10k yrs; "When complexity will meet simplicity, we shall thrive!"; definitions = the fixed leg while walking
How does the human being behave on various time scale. Every person with their experience, can be written in a linear-scale of length of their age with all the signals of feelings comprise therein. Graphically, an artefact …
Jul 24, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
designing a world to live in; being = position + when-it-feels
Here lies an idea concept of a world, made to live in, without falling into singleness of a true-real universe, with its laws, which feel restricting and unwavering, static, never changing. One may create a world, where the …
Jul 23, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
music narrows/aligns thought pathways
Music is a tool for thinking. A certain kind of music elicits a certain response in the brain which can allow thinking of certain kind of thoughts aligned to the theme of the music. A thought in the brain is the neural activity, …
Jul 22, 2022 · 1 min · Space, time & physics
millions of atoms across a hair; edit body atom-by-atom
How did human went from day-to-day objects to knowing the size of an atom. In reality, without any particular equipment, imagining that the hair of your body constitutes of millions of atoms along its diameter. What is the …
Jul 20, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
can change the universe
A person makes associations, and we memorize, learn, and act based our state of knowledge and understanding. A person is free from the associations that make this universe, and can imagine beyond of what this universe can …
Jul 18, 2022 · 1 min · Money, work & society
forced work; light is not a sine thread; "#questionEverything"; teach science with realism/demos
Force, can be positive or negative to a cause. Here, forced action may degrade the development at certain times, by making people do things for the sake of it. Write just to write, for a small reward. Unescapable at times, may …
Jul 17, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
magnetic levitation gif; textbooks in 1000 years; brain rewired like a computer
We exist in a reality where we have evolved to sense certain input, whereas, most stuff is invisible. For a being to truly see the world around them, they would need to be aware of all the happenings and must project existence of …
Jul 15, 2022 · 1 min · Research & method ★
text is an image; writing = manipulation of matter (sand, stone, EM, NAND); "cannot write through time yet"
Just writing my mind I Sum of small obvious thoughts leads to new obvious! Human beings, among all other mammals, have developed a way to pass the learnings through generations through reading and writing. Reading is an act of …
Jul 15, 2022 · 2 min · Consciousness & mind
knowledge = "magic ingredient", anneal into mind-space; trust senses. Signed "I. Nature."
In rapidly emerging and expanding world, where confusion and chaos can befall on the mind, causing it to take decisions which seem to be suboptimal based on the available information. To make the best decisions for your near …
Jul 13, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
leaders fooling followers; "we write because we lose track"
We all (as I think), believe and trust in others, or some. When someone leads, and one follows. If the one leading is fooling, the one following still may think great of the leader and could think if will have some meaningful …
Jul 13, 2022 · 1 min · Journal personal
Today, on 13th July, I again, went to the dentist to fix my tooth ache that I suddenly got while chewing. They did a basic checkup and an x-ray, and also polished a front broken tooth. Bill is already 141€, first I have to go to …
Jul 12, 2022 · 3 min · Consciousness & mind idea
thought machine (10 fingers bottleneck); concept vs working implementation; house/city as a being; "Life never dies… it pushes harder"
I would need thought machine expressing my ideas and thoughts in realtime as they occur, much is lost in thoughts while filtering out through my fingers typing. With only 10 fingers and limited typing speed, only so much can be …
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Jul 08, 2022 · 1 min · Research & method
papers should be in a faster-readable form than text/image/video (→ later Prosa)
Knowledge dissemination must be converted into a faster readable form, or could be represented in a better form than just text or a static image or even a video. Google Scholar and Internet hosts references to almost all known …
Jul 06, 2022 · 2 min · Consciousness & mind
"solution to a trap in philosophy"; free will vs fixed; loneliness ("brain's defence… when needs like interaction are not met")
I haven’t been able to achieve what I wanted to, that just puts me back, at endless depth of thinking, will ever I be able to achieve what I wanted to? Reality is, that limitations restrict, the constraint our lives depend on is …
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May 28, 2022 · 1 min · Body, health & biology
carbon aggregates, predetermination, entropy
life flows.. , or simply its a phenomena existing in this universe, bounded by its working. Life as we define it refers to more complex form of structures mainly formed from specific structures of carbon. As it should, we could …
May 26, 2022 · 1 min · Fragments empty
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May 23, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
rock solid vs moving
Mind can interpret in rational or irrational ways. That feeling inside the head where feelings are rock solid, whereas, other times it is very moving.
May 21, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
emotions → local minima, rationality → motor out of minima; diagram of parallel/serial thinking
Emotions can drive towards local minima, but rationality can drive outside local minima and towards a better surrounding minima. Emotions are a feeling, and rationality is a driver with a motor. A sample description of thinking, …
May 20, 2022 · 1 min · Research & method
research list: neuromorphic hw, silicon neurons, in-silico-bio brains, ionic brain, FPGA SNN, spatial programming, "electric potential visually changing Markov universe
Interpretation of Mathematics in practice – a way Universe is so called Markov, that is, next step depends entirely on the current state, but not on the partial current and partial past steps.. though it can be written in that …
May 20, 2022 · 1 min · Consciousness & mind
input projected on 4D network
Being senses reality in its own space. Input x gets projected onto the neural network in 4D (space-time), such projection is dependent on the network input, its structure, synaptic weights, and neural properties such as …
May 17, 2022 · 3 min · Consciousness & mind
thought = ionic activity with structure; experience = change of conscious state; set theory to characterize universe
“There is no perhaps, only solid and concrete unbreakable definitions”, having perhaps may lead to descriptions of fantasy universes Note: following stuff could just be somewhat inaccurate… or incomplete .. Why is the current …
Mar 02, 2022 · 3 min · Consciousness & mind
color is not in light; senses as ionic currents; time = motion; "magic"
A thought is a neural activity in the brain. Mind is the perception of a being, brain is the organ which is responsible for the perception in this fabric of the universe. Not only brain feels but feelings are formed in the brain …